Thursday, December 31, 2009

Joseph Arthur

I love Joseph Arthur.



This is the link to his poetry blog.

I love him like mad. His songs, his style, his writing, him on the guitar.



He inspires me to draw, to play the guitar, to sing, to be happy. =)

*hugs an imaginary Joseph Arthur*

Please listen to his songs.

Here's one of my favourite. It's call Honey and the Moon.

That excludes you Vivian, since you say i have bad taste in songs. Hmmph.

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I went to for a jog yesterday. Was really pleasant, and i kept pushing myself forward. A strange voice in my head telling me that i can do it. I went for a walk at the beach later on too. It was simply pleasant to have the sun shinning on the left side of my face while i did yoga at a secluded area where nobody was watching (i hope).

I bent down, look at the sea, and said goodbye to yoga. I'll be stopping yoga.

Anyway! Back to the run.

*huffff .. pufff.. i can do it i can do it .. huffff... pufff..*

But there's this weird strenght pulling me back, i call it 'The Lazy Aura". Haha, not bad huh. It just keeps slowing me down.

Hmm, or maybe that's just my fats.

Got to stop eating so much.



Wanna be healthy starting this semester. I've got a spanking GPA of 3.93 for my previous semester. I'm mad happy about it and i know that it was really God that helped me.

By the way!

I failed my 2nd 2009 new year resolution, to be 45kg.

Dammit.

It's the fourth time i've flunk this resolution. I feel so lazy now, for the whole year to work out.

HOW CAN I EVEN FEEL LAZY FOR THE WHOLE YEAR AHEAD.

I'm a pig.

It's okay, for the year 2010, i wanna strive to be 45kg!

Not like i'm wishing for something hard like grow taller. Although it's scientifically possible, i'm only 20 next year.

Crap, that's old. No offense. Haha.

I'm a pig that is old and lazy.

Few more resolutions too, that are best only to be shared with closest people i love (that excludes my family cause they can be very judgmental).

I've got a feeling, that it's going to be a great fucking year!

Correction, fucking great year!

Great fucking year is not bad too. *smiles mischievously*

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Point of turn

It's all about love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.

I just yelled at my mum.

Sigh.

I need a change, and i'm thrilled that i found out how much i need it.

Being caught up with Ryan, Randall and Alex really changed me.

These few days was really awesome. In a way that i hung out with older friends, and they just brought me back to how i use to be. Long before i enter the dreadful UMS.

Even church members in Labuan who actually thinks that i'm not ready for so many things, and i need to come to bible classes more. Not that i'm proud, but not saying anything in the classes doesn't mean that i don't know anything about the bible and i'm a new believer.

Yeap, i've really drifted so far away. From myself, from my old friends, from God, from my family.

This holiday, had taught me so much. So much that i'm missing out in life. Drifting away for 3 years is really hard.

I'm back. =)

Thanks Yoke Aun, for the memories you showered upon me. And how much you reminded me again, over the phone when i'm in Labuan, and even when i'm in Subang, our walks together and smses. Even the time you didn't pick up my call when i was dead bored last Sunday. Thanks la! *snorts at you*

Then there's Danny Szeto, who was just warm and nice and somehow always reachable. Nice symphony and metal combo disc from Metallica that helps so much in this process of search. And the mad adorable kitten name Dusty who simply made my day that you saved from a tyre shop.

And Vincent, who never ceased to make my day no matter what. But he's all the way in Spain now. Lol.

Aaahh.

Enlightment.

Buddha rocks.

Cause he mastered the art of Chilling.

Seriously, this is my point of realization in life. Of who i wanna be.

And what happens next, is how hard am i going to try to achieve that.

Gonna go Opera tomorrow with Vivian, Jee Yeng and some friends. Hope to have a blast!!

Goodnight ^^

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Last Dinner for 2nd Year, 1st Semester

Had dinner in town today, with few friends who are all forced to stay back because of JLPT Level 4. I hope i pass it. It's so tough. Japanese. Bleahh.
 
Had the pre test today. Can't even score half for the listening part. Die.

Anyway! Last class was today! And the exam is this Sunday in UPM. Hmm, where is that?




That's Nicholas and Daniel.  That big bottle of Heineken is only RM5.00. Shared one with Daniel after we finished our chinese herbal tea.



Kim Loong. Amused by Nicholas who had only 1 glass and became a tomato. My phone camera sucks though. Need to start carrying with me real camera.




Aaron and Jin Lee. The practically married couple. They are laughing at Nicholas. Frankly, the whole dinner and way back, Nicholas was the crazy drunk guy.




Yeah. That's Nicholas. I have no single clue what is he talking about in this moment. On his second mug nia...

On the way back, we went to Mac Donald to get ice cream. Nicholas was speaking in Japanese and being really drunk and funny. After we got into the car, we laughed our asses off all the way back. He's not that quiet after all once he has a little booze encouragement. Haha.

He even told us he'd pour kerosene on Mr. Fujishima and burn him. Coming from him, that was something. He's the most quiet guy in class man.

RA RA U LA LA
RA RA U LA LA
GA GA U LA LA.

Nice song eh?

 I'm coming back later. On the 3rd, as of today, as of later at 10.25am, reaching at 1.00pm or so.

Weee!~

Oh, and just one picture of my glorious Heineken in a Tiger mug. =)
 

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Blub blub.

Truth is, i don't like how i am now. I wanna be that crazy bubbly Irene everybody knew before my SPM ended. Just so fun to not care about a thing in the world. Ain't it so?

Bubbly bubbly bubbly bubbly bubbly bubbly bubbly.

Say it 10 more times and it doesn't feels like a word anymore.

Bubbly.

Bubbly.

Where did you go? Blub blub blub. 







Haha. So ugly.